Sunday, September 27, 2009
♥ lost in confident & trust....
for a long time didnt update here... being veri lazy... but n0w jux wanna put it up here my feeling... how i feel...
had quarrelled with u on friday night... i cant really tahan your attitude... i dont understand... am i really ur gf?? do u know wad's the real meaning of a gf??? i believe its not about venting ur anger on her... do u know how hurt i am?? i sometime feels tat i'm not being love by u... u made mi feels like tis at times... which i dont like... coz i really put my heart into this r/s... tryin my best to make everything works...
u're unreasonable... where u like to deny... i didnt say i'm reasonable all the time...
I love u, i like u... but i dont kn0w how long can i put up with ur attitude... whr u nv try to control... jux throw ur temper at mi...
even i write this post i'll tears... this make mi so xin suan...
& today... i jux wanted to scare u tat i check ur laptop... but u jux showed u did someting wrong e past 2days... which makes mi even wanna check... i'm losing my confident & my trust on u... u make mi feels tat anytime u found a new love u will dump mi...
can u give mi back my confident & trust?? i dont know whether am i doin the right thing of going back tgt with u... i really want everything to work out... i dont wanna regret on wad i chose...
whether u see it or not... i know it will make u unhappy... but i have no choice as i dont have a chance to tell u all this... all i can do is put it up here in words....
had quarrelled with u on friday night... i cant really tahan your attitude... i dont understand... am i really ur gf?? do u know wad's the real meaning of a gf??? i believe its not about venting ur anger on her... do u know how hurt i am?? i sometime feels tat i'm not being love by u... u made mi feels like tis at times... which i dont like... coz i really put my heart into this r/s... tryin my best to make everything works...
u're unreasonable... where u like to deny... i didnt say i'm reasonable all the time...
I love u, i like u... but i dont kn0w how long can i put up with ur attitude... whr u nv try to control... jux throw ur temper at mi...
even i write this post i'll tears... this make mi so xin suan...
& today... i jux wanted to scare u tat i check ur laptop... but u jux showed u did someting wrong e past 2days... which makes mi even wanna check... i'm losing my confident & my trust on u... u make mi feels tat anytime u found a new love u will dump mi...
can u give mi back my confident & trust?? i dont know whether am i doin the right thing of going back tgt with u... i really want everything to work out... i dont wanna regret on wad i chose...
whether u see it or not... i know it will make u unhappy... but i have no choice as i dont have a chance to tell u all this... all i can do is put it up here in words....
10:40 PM
